It's April 9th, 2018 and I feel like writing.
Yes.
Why? Why now?
I don't even know why.
I just feel it. Or perhaps because I don't even know how else would I express this feeling of mine. This tingling feeling that have been jailed.
It's neither I express it well or I might explode like a ticking bomb.
To be honest, I don't even know what I trying to write or even express. Because I never express my real feeling. NEVER. I just keep to myself.
Oh trust issue perhaps? Might be. It's not because I don't trust anyone.
It just I don't trust MYSELF.
What I mean is that I don't even know whether I could express myself and how would I express it. I have been okay during the day but then, because vice versa on the night.
It is because of my age or growing older makes you feel emotion change drastically? Or it just me?
Perhaps it just me.
P/S: You writing this in the Office.
Regards,
A.J
PSS: Not sure If I ever be write back.
PSS: Not sure If I ever be write back.